After spending oohhh I dunno, like 10 hours reading really super old blogs (think 2005 if you haven’t been keeping up with this one) I am left pondering several things. Here is a collection of some of those things I’m pondering…

For starters, I knew that I had changed between 23 and 29 years of age, but holy crap. Reading those really is crazy and I can’t believe it’s even the same person.

2nd… yeah blogs are (or well, can be) interesting… but the balance is making them interesting without airing your dirty laundry…

3rd… I still have the habit of thinking of things I want to say or write about, and then completely forgetting what the hell I was thinking by the time I got here…

But a few other things I’ve realized…

I completely forgot how to date. I’m sure this happens to everyone in a super long term relationship but 5 years and 1.5 very painful year later I’m left trying to start over and figure it out. I feel like there weren’t all these stupid games way back when. You know, to text (or call) or not to text (or call)… To wait 4 hours and 35 seconds before replying just so you don’t seem *too* interested… Not extending an invitation to hang out just because um that makes you too “available”… wtf.

The way I see it, if you like someone, you like them. You want to hang out with them and spend time with them and it should just come natural. They won’t get freaked if you text them or invite them out or god for bid… sleep with them *gasp*…

Is it really so wrong to let a person know you enjoy their company and are interested in getting to know them better…

Off with their heads!!! ha Random. But whatever. That’s my 2 cents for the night.